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Picking small pieces to change a future

There is a saying :- every men always say,I wanted to marry step wife though they know that they cannot marry another women keeping aside their wife. Every women asked, what to prepare for meals though there will be plenty of items. Teenagers always wanted to enjoy to the fullest. Someone who dream about future become crazy about their relationships and share everything. Girls become crazy about their relationships and always wanted to talk positive about their lovers though they know there are some negatives to be proven.

We chant mantra and wishes good day with the opening of our eyes, but as we grow old our mind diverts towards unwanted things that spoil our lives. Heart always wanted to keep in touch with our dear ama and papa, but this system vanished as we grow up.

We show anger towards our parents without knowing the hardship they have taken for us to reach where we are today. Infact we forget everything as we grow up and slowly our lives become difficult for us.

In lives,we experience different things, some positive and some negative but that is all about the fact of lives.

Sometimes,our lecturers asked us about the game that we played during our childhood days,cartoon that we watched,clothes that we wore,food that we took,books that we read,songs that we listen the most,etc. The lines above seems unknown,infact I am unknown with the above mentioned lines and I go blindly knowing nothings. Everything seems new.

I never played a game,never watched a cartoon and never listened a music though I used to read books during my childhood days because we were unable to afford for those things. We had a hard time surviving ourselves. I still can remembered my parents going jungle for collection of nettle plants and wild potatoes. There was no electricity and as well no roads. We used to take almost a week to reach Samtse and then back to home with the oranges in our back.

Now the time has changed and development has taken place. Lamps are replaced by electricity.Shortcuts that we used to have is replaced by roads and the most memorial during winter season used to be “crossing Faydii river till Dhamdum that takes almost 34-35 times” and that used to be the toughest job when there was heavy rainfall.

It's also a fact that,we live within our limits looking at our situations. Sometimes we feel the happiness and peace when someone just shows fake promise but it hurts more when the fake promises are shown openly. Dreams that we dream everyday become dream of unknown tomorrow. Bygones days cannot be replaced but we can always start a new living. Happiness that we get from others, by giving away our happiness means a lot.

Long process of lives has to go on. I feel like, I can be counsellor so that I can be help of the needy people. I have learned and experienced many things in life. I started my lives by playing with mud and stones. Who I am today is because who my parents are. They showed me how to live a life and even how to deal with a difficult situations with the open so called “HEART TO LIVE FOR OTHERS” and that’s the most expensive in the whole world. I respect and  love the people who has supported me in each moments,who has hug me and wiped away my tears in a difficult situations. I keep them in the “alter of my heart”. 
I keep many things in my heart but I fail to jot down because I feel I am not a capable writer.Indeed trying hard to write because I wanted to update my blog :-) happy reading :-)